Waiting

I did scan other waiting child lists. I knew we were called to pursue a "lame" 5-6 yr old son. I did not find any other children to fit our calling. Then I received an unexpected e-mail. It asked if we were still interested in this boy? Yes! What had changed we wondered. China had asked for his file to be returned if no family wanted him. So our agency decided we could send required paperwork establishing him as "wanted!!" now and we will send our dossier in September when we have been home for a year. Wow! I had some serious praying to do again! Was God actually saying "Go now"? Or were we just plain crazy?